Kick her down the stairs…

It was crazy. The bird was flying around the living room in a panic with a noticeable lack of grace. It never flew very well from the beginning. Hand raised and hand fed from the time it was born, it never knew the company of other birds. Even so, you would think the ability to [...]

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Here now…

“Days of turmoil and sadness, not knowing what to do. But I’m here now. And things still look the same, but somehow feel a bit different. Maybe its me, maybe its him or maybe it is just meant to be. Time will tell. My fear of forgetting to breath has passed and the heart is [...]

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Words…

Today I have so much to say and yet the words escape me.

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Bits of me…

“Days pass. Weeks will follow. With each moment, bits of me crumble away. Soon there will be nothing left but a shell of the woman you once knew. And if I see you, I will not move. I will not breath. For if I do, I will tremble and there will be nothing left to [...]

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And then there are the movies…

Not so random lines from my favorite movies:
“Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together… and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home… only to no home I’d ever [...]

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My life in lyrics.

For me, music is more than something to listen to….it’s something to live by. Lyrics can describe how I feel when my own words aren’t enough. Some songs enter my heart and never leave. They describe me perfectly. Today, as always, this is my song.
“Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that [...]

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Things that scare me…..

Small spaces…deep water…sharks…being alone…the dark…dead phone lines…the voice in my head that sometimes argues back…being blindfolded…to be continued…Added 1/20/2005  forgetting to breath…being seen but not acknowledged…What scares you?

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Why blog?

Why not? I needed some kind of forum for my sublime wit and wisdom. Just kidding. I’m not so vain as to assume that someone out there might be interested in what I have to say. After all, I am no one of consequence. And I’m not sure if I really have anything to say [...]

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